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The first two nights after my parents left, i really couldn't sleep well, the 2nd night was slightly better, i only woke up 3 times. I guess this happens when you feel insecure for the first time in a long time, my parents were always my safety net, them not being here just stresses me out, cos they always help me think things through and make sure i do this and do that. I really miss that feeling. But you'd be happy to hear that i've surprisingly(even to myself), gotten used to this lifestlye of not having my parents around. I really surprised myself when i got over the whole situation so quickly. It's the 4th day(today, 9th) without my parents(yes, i'm still counting, you got a problem??), and i feel ok even when they call.
Previously, it was so hard to talk to them on the phone, especially the first two days, it was so so so soooooooo hard. After they hang up, my heart always sinks. And the first few times they called, i had to hold back my tears and try to speak to them, terrible feeling. I had to maintain a calm voice every time, even though i actually feel like crying so bad. But now i'm ok with them calling. So it's all good. Got to take care of myself now...
Yesterday i actually got home real early after collecting my bike from the shop, on the way back i bought fish and chips again, this time at a different store, got home at about 6.10pm and decided to watch a movie, Just Like Heaven, one of the pirated DVDs i bought in KL., not proud of it, but that's the only way. It's a sweet movie like all romantic comedies are, but i wouldn't tell you to go watch it in a cinema. So that's how i spent the day yesterday, i did some homework after the movie, then went to bed on the floor, cos the previous night, it was so hot, i woke up at 4.15am just to open the window wider and turn the fan speed up. It was crazy, i was sweating, i thought i was having a fever. The floor did prove to be cooler, i slept well last night, but i've still decided to see a doctor here at school, isn't it cool how they have everything here? It's free too, cos i got an OSHC card, Overseas Student Health Cover. I feel a soar throat coming on, and you remember my ulcer i told you about? We still haven't broken up yet, it's so annoying.
Previously, it was so hard to talk to them on the phone, especially the first two days, it was so so so soooooooo hard. After they hang up, my heart always sinks. And the first few times they called, i had to hold back my tears and try to speak to them, terrible feeling. I had to maintain a calm voice every time, even though i actually feel like crying so bad. But now i'm ok with them calling. So it's all good. Got to take care of myself now...
Yesterday i actually got home real early after collecting my bike from the shop, on the way back i bought fish and chips again, this time at a different store, got home at about 6.10pm and decided to watch a movie, Just Like Heaven, one of the pirated DVDs i bought in KL., not proud of it, but that's the only way. It's a sweet movie like all romantic comedies are, but i wouldn't tell you to go watch it in a cinema. So that's how i spent the day yesterday, i did some homework after the movie, then went to bed on the floor, cos the previous night, it was so hot, i woke up at 4.15am just to open the window wider and turn the fan speed up. It was crazy, i was sweating, i thought i was having a fever. The floor did prove to be cooler, i slept well last night, but i've still decided to see a doctor here at school, isn't it cool how they have everything here? It's free too, cos i got an OSHC card, Overseas Student Health Cover. I feel a soar throat coming on, and you remember my ulcer i told you about? We still haven't broken up yet, it's so annoying.
posted by My life in Brisbane, if you care... at 3/09/2006 07:46:00 PM
1 Comments:
Perhaps a bit of Baking soda will help solve the stench from ur shoes :). I feel a bit ripped off being insured by AHM's OSHC. I can't make a claim here in melbourne, got to send my bills to sydney and wait for a week or 2. grr.. Where esle Medibank has a claim office just 5 mins walk away from my school!...How convenient, instant claims.
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